Celia Grace: Media

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I wrote this to help rid myself of the pressure I feel to be perfect.

Don't you know I've had enough
Of all the words you say when I'm not there.
And I give up on all the games that we play,
cause it's not fair.
I try so hard just to keep my direction. Maybe win your affection. I try so..
so..
And I push you down,
To bring you to my level.
So we can be down, down, down together it's not so bad, it's not so bad.
Now I'm a shell of the woman I once was. I hate to say, but I think that it's because of you that I feel the way I do.
I don't want to.I don't want to.I don't want to.I don't want to.
Cause I try so hard just to kepp my direction, myabe win your affection.
So?
But I don't want to be your spectacle.
I don't want to be your solve it all.
Or your Great Escape.
Cause I don't have the time it takes to be perfect anymore and I don't want to. Be perfect anymore....